For Becky with love from Ana.

LADY FINO
Her heart is as fragile as a rose made of glass. So fine and delicate. So beautiful inside out. The sun couldn't shine brighter than her smile, the smile of an almost perfect being, beautiful Lady Fino. The rivers and the night are jelous indeed, for her hair is like a black waterfall; darker than night and radiant to the sight. Lady Fino is so wonderful as mild as can be. Give her a smile and youll get a friend. Love her and you'll know precious love, for she is Lady Fino , as fine as can be.

What should I do?

Every day for a few weeks already I've been askingg myself this question. What should I do? I am not sure what my destiny is without him but also I am not sure what my destiny is with him. I don't want to make a mistake, I wouldn't want to condemn my daughter to live unhappy. But is leaving the best thing to do? Why can't I just say I am leaving and be gone? Why am I such a coward? Is it because I amm not sure that leaving is the correct thing? I am so scared of making the wrng choice ut then I am not happy here. I can't make my daughter happy if I am not happy. I need an answer and I dn't know who to ask. I don't understand why I think about it so much. I should just leave and never come back. I don't want to give up though, I know that there is hope for me here but with out him and I think I need him more than I ever thought I would. What to do? I need answers. Some one help me.

Prolemas de Familia

Es verdad que la familia siempre esta con tigo, en las buenas y en las malas. O por lo menos asi lo dice el dicho. Yo pienso que es triste que la familia siempre se olvida de un otro familiar y solo se akuerdan de ellos kuando a pasado una trajedia. Mas triste es que la familia tenga preferidos entre familiares y que agan a un lado a los demas.

Por ejemplo. Dos de una familia, un tercero llega y el segundo de la familia es echado a un lado. Sanson, es el uno, Brutus es el dos, y el tercero es Zeus.

Por que Sanson recibe toda la etencion de Zeus y a Brutus lo hacen a un lado? Por que Sanson es mejor que Brutus a los ojos de Zeus? Por que Zeus no pregunta a Brutus en vez de a Sanson? Brutus tambien sabe. Brutus es tan inteliente como Sanson. Ah, pero Zeus no lo ve asi. Zeus no se a tomado la oportunidad de conocer y platicar con Brutus. A los ojos de Zeus, Brutus es ignorante.

A hora Brutus se siente rechazado por Zeus, Brutus tiene coraje por que Sanson es la estrella. Pero Brutus no entiende por que? Y Brutus sige por ahi, pensando que tododos incluyendo Sanson son mejor que el. Brutus se siente solo, triste, rechazado, poca cosa, incapaz, y muchas otras cosas.

Esto que le pasa a Brutus no deberia de ser asi. Brutus tambien era familia y lo icieron a un lado. Pobre, si la familia es asi con uno, por que preguntan despues por que se suicido? Por que vive en la Deprecion? No se ponen a pensar que es la culpa de la accion de Zeus y de todos los que actuan como el.

Brutus vive en soledad por la Familia. Brutus Soy Yo!

hurting

Having to say goodbye to those that you love can be very hurtful. Even when you know its for the best. How an anyone deal with the pain of knowing that the person you love the most in the whole world, is better off with out you. There is so much to deal with so much that sometimes the only way to end withh the pain is to end it for ever.

you want to see hot?

I want to be in her place...(the one on the left)


I pick front seats


can I ride along with Dasha

I want to sit with them too

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Happiness is just around the corner!

People hear that quote all over the world, in many different languages of course. I myself hear it all the time but for some odd, unknown reason, I keep turning on the wrong corner. I have absolutely no idea how do people do it. What turn do they make that I am missing? I'm actually beggining to think that that hapinness around the corner... doesn't exist. At least not for me.

Why can't he love me?

Every morning I wake up, only to realize that it was all a dream.

That him and I together walked and laughed and laughed.

That him and I sat drinking tea, and that we shared such precious things.

Every day I cry and cry, he only stares, he hurts my heart.

He shows no love, he doesn't care, he looks away, he walks away.

He calls me names, shows no respect.

Every night I go to bed and pray that he would show some love next day.

I lie in bed and wish that things would change in him.

I close my eyes and ask myself... why can't he love me?

Why can't my brother, LOVE me?