Life is not always bad!

Recently I've experienced a lot of depression attacks, and I hate them they bring me and my whole world down and then I feel bad for myself and then I cry. Most of the time I don't know why I am crying but I sit there and keep on crying. Two days ago, I took a walk in the middle of the night and I looked at the stars, I wasn't sure what I was looking for but I was there staring at the sky. I realized after a while of just walking outside that the stars looked extremely pretty and that i just couldn't stop staring at them. And then it struck me. I knew then that there was something beautiful all the time and that it was there to make the hard times seem less harsh. Last night I took a walk outside in the middle of the night, and once again the stars where there looking pretty like they did the day before. I know that when I feel bad I can look at the stars and feel that there are things to life that aren't always bad. And that in fact some things are beautiful in there natural way.