Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Life is not always bad!

Recently I've experienced a lot of depression attacks, and I hate them they bring me and my whole world down and then I feel bad for myself and then I cry. Most of the time I don't know why I am crying but I sit there and keep on crying. Two days ago, I took a walk in the middle of the night and I looked at the stars, I wasn't sure what I was looking for but I was there staring at the sky. I realized after a while of just walking outside that the stars looked extremely pretty and that i just couldn't stop staring at them. And then it struck me. I knew then that there was something beautiful all the time and that it was there to make the hard times seem less harsh. Last night I took a walk outside in the middle of the night, and once again the stars where there looking pretty like they did the day before. I know that when I feel bad I can look at the stars and feel that there are things to life that aren't always bad. And that in fact some things are beautiful in there natural way.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

HYDE

College...

why is going to college such a complicated situation for illegal residents of the united states? Getting in is easy but then you have to pay ten times the amount of money a regular U.S. citizen would, per unit. and that is with out counting materials. those are extra. what a pain. No wonder many immigrants don't finish college. most of the time we hear that the U.S. is the land of opportunity and justice for all, the truth i would have to say it's that the U.S is the land of opportunity and freedom for all U.S. citizens. only legal aliens... what ever I am an imigrant but i won't give up on college until i have tried every single possible choice. i want to be a successful woman and I know that in order to become one I can't give up...EVER!!!!!!!!!!!