Love Again

why does love knock you down so hard everytime it comes? Why does it have to be that way?
I fell in love with the wrong person before and now I feel it coming again. I can't believe I won't learn from my lessons. I cried so many times before and with out knowing, I did it again. They say there is a love for everyone out there, but im not sure why is so hard to find that someone. I can't stop thinking... my head is spining in place and I don't understand why? my heart beats fast when love comes close. I can't breath when love speaks to me. I can't speak back.

but why do I love if Love doesn't love me back. Love has a love and that love is not me. Is not even close to being it.
The wors thing is that unintentionally I've hurt love when it was close to me. what a disaster I made of what could have been at least something friendly. Love hates me now and I am hating me for makin love hate me.

Gomenasai Lyrics - Tatu

What I thought wasn't mine

in the light

wasn't one of a kind,

a precious pearl

When I wanted to cry

I couldn't cus I

wasn't allowed

Gomenasai for everything

Gomenasai, I know I let you down

Gomenasai till the end

I never needed a friend

Like I do now

what I thought wasn't all

so innocent

was a delicate doll

of porcelain

when I wanted to call you

and ask you for help

I stopped myself

Gomenasai for everything

Gomenasai, i know I let you down

Gomenasai till the end

I never needed a friend

like I do now

what I thought was a dream

a mirage

was as real as it seemed

a privilege

wen I wanted to tell you

I made a mistake

I walked away

Gomenasai for everything

Gomenasai... Gomenasai

Gomenasai

I never needed a friend

Like I do now

Gomenasai, I let you down

Gomenasai... Gomenasai

Gomenasai till the end

I never needed a friend

Like I do now

Japanese Class

Learning Japanese is fun. I love the way the spoken language sounds. I specially love to listen to Japanese Music. My favorites so far are Malice Mizer thought they no longer play as a band. I love Gackt he is sooooo hot. Hyde, He is fine too. Last but certanly not least there is Nana Kitade. Love her music, she has a cute voice and her style is great.

USEFUL JAPANESE WORDS and PHRASES:

Ima _ Now
O-yasumi nasai _ Good night
Nan desu ka? _ What is it?
Ichi _ One
Ni _ Two
San _ Three
Dare desu ka? _ Who is it?
Watakushi _ I
Anata _ You

in my contact list find Dawn she has more useful words too. I posted some that she didn't write so you learn more words rather than the same ones she has.
I'll post more later in the month. learn this tango (words) in the mean time.

DEANNA

Dangerous simile that traps you with charm
Eyes that resemble the stars in the night
An inspiration that can't let you down
Non-ending sweet words spill out of her lips
Natural beauty surrounds her
Angelic being that GOD gifted the world with.