I have been living a new life and it's probably not the best life I have lived but I am surely trying to make a difference in the way that I live my life.
Its somewhat confusing so let me explain it a bit. I live with a friend and her family, and they all have been very good to me. I currently don't work but am planning on job hunting until I find any job possible. I need to start bringing some income into the house of this nice family.
I am making changes in the way that I care for my daughter as well. I visit her almost everyday and I spend time with her and well my sis because somehow I can't seem to live her behind. I go to church every sunday as long as I have a ride and I am trying to change my physical appearance aas well.
I need to look better if I want to feel better and I think I am doing a very good job with it. I am currently infatuated with a lovely guy who seems to correspond to my affection at times. Sometimes he is cruel and others he is sweet. I think that all the changes in my life right now might intimidate him but I want to remind him that part of the changes I am making is for him. I want to be someone desireable but if I cant liek myself no one else will. Which is why I am trying to change my physical self.
I want to go to college pretty soon while holding a job and taking care of my responsibilities. I am very confident that although it will be tough I will be able to do the things that I have set for myself.
Right now though I feel very proud of myself for all the improvemnet that I have made already.
I say unto myself: KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!
