Lopez
what do you do when you find yourself in an uncomfortable situation?
what do we do when we find ourselves struggling to get up every day?
I thought everything would be good, there where so many promises made. so many things that where said that really made it easy to fall for someone. but what happens when you decide to make the commitment and everything becomes a lie? all the things you where told and all the promises flew away. I am not sure what to do everything changed and I really want to make things right for us but I am not sure what to do at this point.
my life has become so sad, I live in fear, I don't feel free to do what I like. I don't want to live like this but I am afraid of what could happen if I ever left. maybe things will be better with me, but what a bout her? what about that innocent girl that sees everything? she doesn't have to suffer because I make mistakes. true I was warned about all this but I cannot escape. I care for him a lot but I am not sure how much he cares for me. he sais soo many things and says that he loves me but where is the love when he gets angry? where is the feeling of caring for someone when he disagrees with what I believe? what should I do? I need some advice I need some help? HELP!!! please somebody just help me decide what to do.
