Friday, March 20, 2009

Letter for Dawn

Hey Dawn,
I just wanted to ask you, but... it's a mistake... you wouldn't know...

When will I stop being so worthless? When will I love myself enough to feel good about my capacities? When will I be good enough to do what I have to do? What life awaits me, If I can't find the right road? Why am I so useless?

I hate myself! I hate me because I can't do anything on my own. I hate me for writting this and not being able to to give it to you in person. I hate me for crying over nothing and over everything. I hate me for crying now, as I write this.

I just wanted to ask you, but... you wouldn't know... I AM the mistake.

Love you,
Ana Meza

P.S Don't worry about me... you have your own problems.

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